I am not a quitter.

Today I make a pact with myself.

And whoever’s still reading I beg to be my witnesses.

Lately I’ve been slaving away to my laziness and I don’t like it. I don’t like what it’s doing to me, physically, emotionally and mentally. So I’m taking it upon myself to get out there and really do something about this. A few load of things I need to work on:

• Academics - Starting today until the end of the semester, I won’t slack off on exams, projects, papers, reports, and other requirements or do them without my whole heart mind and soul in it. There are only two months left so I really got to put my head in the game for this one.
• Physical Health - As you all know I just got sick last week and it was hell. I wasn’t admitted to a hospital for it but I was weak the entire time and my whole system was really down. I need more vitamins and proper meals and exercise. I need to take care of myself because no one’s going to do that for me. Which brings me to my last point..
• Single status - Hahaha. People think it’s not a real issue but it is, especially if you’re a hopeless romantic just like me. I need to stop feeling sorry for myself because I don’t have a lover boyfriend. I have to learn to be happy by myself and not be bitter when other couples are around. I hate the monster that builds up inside me whenever I get jealous of other people’s relationships or whenever I wish I had someone him for me. He’s still on my mind 24/7 and as much as I want to shut him off I can’t. But I have to, because it’s not doing me any good as of the moment and hopefully, when the right time comes for the right man to finally walk into my life, I want to be ready. And not needy or desperate or distressed.

I know this was completely random but I needed to lay them out (in bullet form) somewhere. Also, if anyone is willing to do a favor from me, I want to get rid of my internet habits for an indefinite period of time. So if there’s anyone interested in manning my Tumblog for me, I’d appreciate it while I’m gone so this blog won’t die out. Please, for anyone who has the time? Message me so we can negotiate! Haha :p

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5. kinkyinthelandofbananas said: Ayieee! Good luck, doll! Uhm, start with your CommDent report? HAHA :))
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